Aw man, I’ve been just burnt out, feeling dumb as fck and feeling like the worst kind of human trash mood… dragonfly out in the sun, you knoooooow what I meaaaan, It’s a new dawn, It’s a new day, It’s a new life, For meeee And I’m not-feeling-good-as-I-want-to-but-everyone-has-one-of-these-days riiiiiiiight?♪ (que glass shattering noise)
And I saw this awesome article about Xenon, my favorite element in my dash and words fail to describe how much it lit up my day (punny)! Not only I learned something new about it, it was a miracle coincidence that my story which this Xenon is written in, centers around the concept of “forgetting traumas”!!! What a gosh darn chance right?! Holy freakin shit!!!
Whenever I feel any kind of hesitation, lack of motivation, or feeling lost for any reason, I always doodle out Vince to remind myself what I’m aiming for and why I’m practicing comics; it’s to make Verardi Famiglia look exactly how I vision in my mind and this is one of the first stories I’ve started drawing that really sparked my interest in drawing, shared it with friends, practiced digital art, and that excitement and thrill of first discovering my passion (obsession). I was able to block out everything and being completely immersed in their lives… man how I miss it. This doodle of him brought me back to that past and I felt my creative battery re-charging a bit.
Anyway, I wanted to share my excitement and happiness to you all. Good job past me. Future you is amused and saved by your daydream escapes.